Question: You love bringing sound bowls and lately harmonium to your teaching. Tell us what inspired you and how music has changed your practice/teaching?
Answer:
I’ve always loved music. Some of my fondest memories I have as a child are listening to my father’s curated boating playlist of Pink Floyd and Led Zeppelin songs while we cruised around the lake. Growing up, I attended a ballet school with a live pianist, and as a teenager, I took dance intensives that included music theory to refine my musicality. But I wasn’t naturally musically inclined as an artist myself. My mother put me in piano lessons at seven, but I preferred coloring on the sheet music to learning chords, so she switched me to art classes after a few months.
It wasn’t until I took AYC’s 200-hour training that I truly experienced the calming power of chanting and the sonic practices of yoga. At first, I felt uncomfortable with the practices and very self-conscious about how I sounded, but afterward, I felt profoundly calm and serene. Chanting regularly has given me a confidence as a space-holder that I didn’t think was possible. You could definitely say I found my voice! Chanting has helped me become more comfortable setting boundaries, expressing my opinions in professional settings, public speaking, and leading larger classes. My loud Italian ancestors would be so proud.
Playing harmonium in my classes has been a fun new exploration. About eight months ago, I was asked to facilitate a program in a recovery center and was warned that the clients had some behavioral issues. I have adored working with the clients there. They are resilient, thoughtful, courageous, and kind. And, while I’m not new to teaching in clinical settings, holding the container there was proving more challenging than I’d experienced elsewhere.
One day, I decided to begin class with a mantra accompanied by a few simple chords on a harmonium that Seán Johnson generously lent me, and the shift in energy was palpable. Singing together created an energy of presence, calm, and connection. Now, I sing mantras every week with my students at the recovery center and cherish my weekly harmonium lessons with my wonderful teacher Deanna Sidoti. Being an adult beginner at anything is undoubtedly challenging, and something as vulnerable as singing? When I started, I was terrified! But over time, I became more comfortable with it, and love it now. When I was just starting, it helped to remind myself that singing in a yoga class is not about how it sounds or putting on a performance, it’s just another way to move energy and become present, like asana or pranayama.
I was first introduced to sound healing by Lori Osborne about four years ago, a phenomenal sound therapist based out of Raleigh who is actually coming to AYC this summer to lead a training! Her sound baths took me to a state of deep rest and absorption I hadn’t experienced before. My curiosity about the why behind my experience led me to read The Hidden Messages of Water. The book explores how water droplets crystallize differently when exposed to various music or phrases. Since humans are mostly water, it’s no wonder sound can move us so profoundly. I became inspired by Lori to offer a container for others to experience deep rest and absorption too, and drove a busted $1200 jalopy named Hank The Tank for several years so I could afford my first set. It was one of the greatest investments that I’ve ever made.